My back is hurting me these few days..
Oh god..
I feel so fucking pathetic..
Its damn pathetic.. To have so many people concern about you, asking you to go fucking see a doctor..
I know its good have people concern for you.. But I don't like it..
I don't know why.. I know having people concern you is good, but I seriously feel that is rather of more pity than of concerning for me..
Hey, I don't need any pities please..
Don't give me a sympathetic look.. Sympathy me.. Pity me..
No, I don't want to have that.
I rather be get fucked up with the scoldings or whatever.
Please don't show me any concerns that much, I can't take it..
I know I'm fucked up, I ain't a person actually to be sympathize for..
Just jolly well get on with my life and be a passerby for everything..
My backis hurting.. I just wan a space for me to just say out.. Complain about.. Don't bother saying things to me go see a doctor.. I don't believe in their bullshits.. First time went to the hospital give me a fucking x ray and few medicines.. One is to apply and let the bruise go off.. The other one is sticker like thingy more like for muscle ache..
But does it cure my back? The bone is already cracked by a little bit.
How is it gonna heal? Its like you breka a wooden pencil, and how you gonna fix it back in a neat and nice way.. Don't tell my use tape.. After a while the tape will fall off its still the same.. The pencil is in 2 pieces no more in 1 piece.. Similarly you can't fixed a cracked bone.. Operation? Please. Its gonna cost a fucking bomb for my parents..
Sorry, stop pitying me is what I can only say..
I know some will say its not pitying you its care for you..
I know.. I know.. But somehow I just get this pitying feeling..
I hate it.. Its hard to understand me anyway.. I don't even understand myself..
How am I gonna understand this world in time..
I just wanna die, the pain is really.. Oh god.. Zz...
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Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.
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Secondhand Serenade
Fall For You
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
ž i v o t o p i s .
M E M O I R S .
` xinyi, debbie
` seventeen
` fourteen april
` night lover
` slacker
` ngeeann poly kid
` ex - zss kid
` single, but still missing him.
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I'm currently ain't attached.
But still ain't looking for one.
Neither do I wanna be having one soon.
But my temper I would be wishing it to simmer down instead of being back to old self.
Anyways, Life isn't that great.
Life is just life.
Sadness.
Emo-ness.
Darkness.
Whatever.
Just please don't piss me off if you know me.
Well even if you don't please kindly fuck off from my sight.
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Argh..
12:11 AM - Tuesday, April 29, 2008
F O R G A N G E N .
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