Okay I'm gonna blog about tuesday..
Since I missed blogging it..
Tuesday, which is yesterday, was suppose to have Mech lab during the morning..
But we didn't realise about it that was this week is a make up lab week, so the other lab session that we ought to have is all cancelled..
Then in the end its like we got 3 hours break.. What the heck man..
3HOURS.. Then we went to canteen 4, I didn't eat cause in the morning I've already eaten with my parents..
Then slack in canteen 4 until 12 I went to meet Wilson and Wen, Wilson late by alil only..
Wen best, late by half an hour plus :x 'cause she overslept.. Then never went for school.. =.=...
Then after that when all arrived, it was near time for me to go class.. Then they went to buy food, I never eat also cause morning.. Then later on 12.50+ they still eating.. Then Wen just simply tell me, don't go for class.. -_-" Bad eh?
Then anyway if I walked to my class at block 5 right, I will be late for 10mins+..
Then heck la.. So I never went for class..Ahah..
Then I told Mote that I skipped classes already, then he made his way down from his house to Dover, 'cause we took a bus that whichever came first that will bring us to the MRT station.. Then Mote came along le, we went to CCK Lot 1 to slack around then after that Wen and Wilson went back saying don't wanna continue be lightbulb =.=..
So they left then Mote and I walked around Lot1, actually I wanted in mind to get Mote a lighter and words carved on it, but since he say he wanna quit smoking for me then I dropped the idea of buying lighter for him.. But I still got another idea of what to get for him :x..
I ain't saying out here xD
Walked around then after that Mote say he gian eat LJS then we went to LJS to eat our dinner than after that went outside to sit together slack slack, being with him the times seem uber short.. But anyway we sat together talk about stuffs, I forget what heck that we talked about.. Then I also did lie on his shoulder to rest lols.. =x I was damn sleepy yesterday.. Then I realise that he wore the BOSS perfume.. Haha.. Well, he did hold on to me :x Happy, feeling super happy xD as I now have a person that I love and he do love me back.. Ooo, I also found out Mote's full name in addition of his chinese name =D
LOLS. His name is sooooo damn cute can just like his face HAHA =x
Then around 7pm+ we went back home but he sent me back home first then he went back =/ Even though I told him don't need cause its gonna be damn late when he reach home.. But anyway he wants to send me then I'll accept it bahs..
Hoho, anyway saturday we're going out, with Keith, XiaoTing, Val and her don't know who coming along.. But I'm meeting Motey first xD..
Super misssss him. Though its only a day never meet him =x but I still miss him hah.


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Today's post

Boring, went to school in the morning for my make up lab lesson..
within 1 hour we the 5 of us done our circuit and exercise... Answers sure of course will help each other.. LOL. Then we went to canteen 1 to eat breakfast/lunch.. Whatever.. Then blah blah lessons continued as per usual..
Tutorial lasted for an hour then we went off, before I went I passed my bag to WenJie.. Then went to toilet.. I came back.. Metal cupboard close.. Bag ? Gone in one of the cupboards..
Guess what.. Stefen showed me the cupboard that they put in.. GUESS WHAT? I HAD TO TIP TOE TO REACH FOR MY BAG! BLOOOOOOODY HELL THEY ALL..
I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GONNA KILL THEM, its has to be either one of the 4 of them.. They are all taller than me.. Bloody hell.. I took my bag they see I had to tiptoe they laugh 'cause I not tall enough to reach -.-.. Curse them.. KUKUS !!
RARRR !
Then after that we all went back home ~
Woosh ~ Today was quite simple.. Anyway I yearn for Saturday's arrival..
MEET MOTE !
HAH =X




- Motoyasu Nishiyama , 西山元康. My lover, my boy, my dearest. I love him -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.

Today went to school early in the morning..
Heck, was suppose to go meet them at 10am.. In the end I left house at 10.30 am..
Misplace my wallet then took quite a time to find back.. It was under my books.. -_-..
Then go for my stupid IS modules.. Fuck la, gym cheater one lor..
Go do the machines still say I never do anything.. Fuck it.. Then after go do 6 sets of those already I go check, still say I never do anything.. Fuck it please..
Because of the fucking warm-up we had sit ups.. The sit ups just killed me T_T.. My back is once again hurting like hell..
Now I don't know whether to continue the gym anot..
But now, I can't help it..
I must fucking continue with the stupid gym till the end of the year..
Right~~~~

Anyway after school I met up with Mote dar xD
Went to find Val then we go for dinner after dinner he sent me back home lors..
We never did much =/

More to update next time :x
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.

Heck yeah!

I LOVE YOU MOTE =x
Whahaha, I'm fucking happy =x


Mote <3
I love him <3
End of story =x
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.

Okay yesterday was Saturday so we did went out for FissioN guild outing :D
Its rather a not official one..
'Cause there were some not from our guild that also joined in the fun Lol.
Anyway I went to Clementi MRT station to meet up with them at 12.40+ Late by a little :x
But found Val, Lun, and Lyn there only -.-!
Then we walked down to the Clementi Central the shops to find our guild master Bryan.
Then me and Lun stayed back to wait for those guys from the EAST.. LOL..
They will be blur heads since they're from EAST coming to WEST :x
There is YK, JH, JY, Mote, Kel, Benedict, LR, King.. 8 Guys.. -.-.. Plus our side we got 13 :D
Then we went to eat at Semo House at the Central area.. Lun gave Lyn FLOWERS :D
Then.. I was forced to give Mote his birthday present.. -.-!
Bloooooody hell.. The whole day I was not let off please..
T_T
I got shoot the whole day, Val started the shooting.. She shooted Lun first then me.. Well actually its not directly shooting me.. But she's shooting mote.. Indirectly also shooting me eh? -.-!
Anyway.. After eat our breakfast/lunch.. Heck.. We went to the sports complex behind there as there is space to celebrate their birthdays [ Lyn and Mote ], go anywhere also can get sabo.. Rarrr..
After that Ming Yang and Ming Chuan came to find us.. Oh yeah, not to forget there is Jacky, Stanley, and Clarence.. So total there is 18 of us.. Then Bryan have to go off as he have to work =/
We bid him farewell then we went over to the MRT to take MRT to Raffles City, then we walked to Boat Quay Town the TCC cafe to slack.. Then after that we slacked until around near 7pm we went off to send Lyn to MRT station.. Val left at around 6.45+ as she need to go for her uncle's wedding dinner.. Lol..
After they left I and Lun continued to go around with them, then they say wanna eat dinner so we walked towards Suntec City to fill ourselves..
We split up 'cause since not many of us wanna eat Mac.. Then Lun, Lr, Mote and Me we went to the food court to eat.. In the end I never eat, my back hurt again.. Crap right.. Then Mote also follow me don't wanna eat >.<...
Anyway after dinner we meet up with the rest of the guys again.. I went to buy an Ink Edition bag, quite cool and nice.. MY ZINC BAG is already tearing T_T...
So new bag :D
Then after that we all went back, Chuan, Benedict and Mote before go home also still wanna have a smoke.. Lamers :x
Then Lun, Mote and me, we took to Marina Bay then take back to CCK.. Mote doesn't live in the west side :x, he stays in Pasir Ris.. He say he wanna send me back =/ also cannot stop him x_x then we went back together..

Oh well thats all for the outing.. Not very long not very short.. Nothing much to say also =/



- Happily being with you -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.

Oh yeah, I've change my blog's skin
COOL EH?!

Muahahaaaaaa..
I'm in school right now again :x
Yesterday sms with mote halfway I fell asleep.. LOLs..
Actually I put my phone to silent then sms came in I don't really know =.=
But I just fell asleep la!
Its so tired can..
The day before I went to sleep around 3+
'Cause sms-ed with mote again then phone keep ring then keep give me pattern =.=
How to sleep!
Anyway TODAY AFTER SCHOOL
Confirm go back home SLEEEEEEEEEEP !
SLEEEP IS EEEESSENTIALLLLLL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Tomorrow going out FissioN
Hoho, at the same time gonna meet up with mote and get to see how he look like
LOLs.


SLEEEEEEEEEEEPY. Class starting soon..
BORING!


- I'm afraid that I will fall for you. -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.

HOHO
I'M IN SCHOOL
WAITING FOR MY CLASSMATE RAUF...
HE NEVER REPLY MY SMS !
RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Heard that Manchester United won..
Then most probably my class is gonna high over it..
MADNESS..
Oh yeah and my soon gonna be cousin in law..
Man U fan.. =.=
WEIRDOS.. :x

BORING ~
If somebody say you're not able to take care of yourself
Then you reply back how you know and he reply by saying never go sleep early never eat properly.. Then say you're lucky to have me to take care of you..
Then you ask how is the someone gonna take care of you and say he'll find ways to do it and say that he will wanna take care of you..

Okay, can anybody decipher that meaning for me?
I'm retarded at these things..
Especially it is sent in the night and your mind is totally shut off and can't think much..
More over, its in the morning now I can't think also..
Neither will I remember to think about it in the afternoon..
4pm end lessons, maybe needa stay in school to do project..
ZZZZZZZZZ

- I've forgotten about you, seriously. Hah. Anyway all the best to you. -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.

ZZZZZZZ
Thought in school will be okay..
Now back home, they at home..
FUCKING NAGGINGS NEVER STOP.
FUCKING THREATENS ALSO NEVER STOP.
FUCKING PARENTS FUCKING MINDS..
FUCK YOURSELF LAH. CB.
EVERYDAY LET THEM KP.
NO TIME TO RETURN LIBRARY BOOK STILL KP SAY I WENT TO PLAZA..
I FUCKING TOLD THEM I WENT TO PLAZA SING THEY ASSUME I GO BUKIT PANJANG PLAZA _|_
FUCKING CB.
FUCK OFF LA EVERYDAY KPKB. THREATEN HERE AND THERE.
WTF I DO MUST I HAVE THIS KIND OF FUCKING FAMILY. EVERYDAY NAGGINGS AND THREATENS.
WHY CANNOT BE LIKE NORMAL FAMILIES THAT WON'T BOTHER MUCH ABOUT THEIR KIDS.
CARE WHEN IT IS TIME LA.
COME BACK ONLY SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD..
NEVER DO ANYTHING ALSO..
SAY DESKTOP SPOIL ALSO MY FAULT
PUA BYE _|_ I FUCKING WISH I CAN BE DEAD OR WISH THEY CAN FUCKING THINK ABOUT IT AND STOP THE FUCKING NAGGINGS AND THREATENS ON ME.
SON OF A FUCKING BITCH. FUCK THIS HUMAN SOCIETY CREATING THIS TYPE OF PEOPLE IN THIS FUCKING WORLD.
KPKB HERE AND THERE.
BECAUSE OF THIS FUCKING SOCIETY PEOPLE GET STRESS.. THEN VENT ON WHO?
INNOCENT PEOPLE LIKE THE KIDS..
_|_ !!!!
FUCK YOU LA CB.

DON'T FUCKING COME BITCH ABOUT ME WHEN THE FUCKING THING HAS ALREADY PASSED.
FUCKING BLOODY SHIT.


- _|_ up world _|_ up parents _|_ up life. -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.

Yes its in the morning I'm fucking posting this..
I'm currently in school waiting for my classmates to reach school..
Right talk about my title..
My laptop got confiscated by my father and put in his room during the night, nevermind 'cause I come home late then whatever.
He fucking switch off my powers.. My player especially _|_ make me have to re-set the fucking FM stations and the clock. _|_
Morning wake up still tell me to watch out and better be careful..
FUCK YOU LA. MORNING AT THERE THREATEN ALREADY..
Then mother wake up me still have to slap one time. _|_ Fucking cb.
After the morning breakfast went to the bus-stop to take the 184 to NP..
The bus came so I went to the bus..
Then came one son of a mother fuckin bitch guy that walked past WON'T EVEN FUCKING LET ME PASS AND FUCKING PUSH ME AWAY TO LET HE HIMSELF PASS TO BOARD THE FUCKING BUS.
FUCK YOUR MOTHER ASS YOU SON OF A BITCH. AS IF I DON'T NEED TO TAKE THE BUS? I almost fucking shout out "fuck you la", working adults big fuck issit.?
Cannot let people pass the damn walk way issit? Moreover the stairs below got so much of fucking space you don't even wanna let me pass, SON OF A BITCH!
CURSE YOUR FUCKING HEALTH DETEORIATES AND DIE TERRIBLY YOU BASTARD.

Fuck this morning, I'm assured I won't have the rest of the day being good. Unless my classmates are there joking and I can laugh.
If not FUCK THAT FUCKING SON OF MOTHER FUCKING THAT RUIN MY ENTIRE MORNING AFTER MY PARENTS. FUCK YOU! GO FUCK THE WALL YOU BLOODY NUB FUCKTARD..


ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ !
Yesterday went to Dhoby Ghaut to find Val and Lun, I went straight after school.. Zz.. They got addicted to playing oracle cards and tarot cards.. Angels.. Yes they kept saying about angel thingy stuffs..
I know what are you guys thinking.. Shermain.. Angels.. Cards... -____-......
Roughly get what the heck is she doing everytime in school last time.. Oh yeah they told me if you play these cards you get to see things.. So, that explains why Shermain can see things LOL.

Whatever =.=.. They tried to do for the readings but I don't know what are they talking about me.. Don't Compromise.. Vision.. Activist.. Retreat...
Bleah. As if I know what is going on.. =.=... But whatever.. -.-


- I'm an Emo - Kidd, but I will say time does heal everything and lets people forget stuffs.. I've forgotten partially half the feelings for you. Be glad about it. -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.

Yeah, I'm home.

I'm sicked..
I'm hungry..
I'm cravng for lollipops =x

- LOLLIPOPS FOR THE WIN ! WOO -

LOLLIPOPS !
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.

AHHH
I'M SICKED.
SHIT THIS FUCKING WEATHER !!!!
OMFG, DAMN THIS BLOODY DAMN THING..
OH GOD..
ZZZZZZZZZ...
BLOOOODY FUCK !

- I don't wish to know it now.. Let fate decide it.. -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.

Whats with today damn it..
Online play game then suddenly all start to shoot each other..
Then mini internal conflicts everywhere..
What the fuck happen to you guys, always so chatty and close with each other.. Hardly any backstabs.. Now?
Backstabbing here and there, some trying to cease the fire but yet it gotten worst..
Oh fuck this..

Tomorrow is 8th May, its Keith and Leonard court case..
Yes, fuck I know. I still like Keith and shut up with it.
I don't give a damn to whoever is reading this post..
I'm saying it here means I don't care who will be reading this, even if its Keith or his girlfriend.
Whatever. I know that what I'm doing now is completely insignificant to him.
Close friends.. Or should I say we're not close friends anymore.. Or rather just normal Hi - chat awhile - Bye Friend..
But what can I do? I'm only acting all these while..
Feeling happy? Yes I do feel happy but not when they're around..
I'm just trying to be happy and not let anybody to start asking me..
Hey are you alright? You look kinda sad, what happen eh..?
What the fuck do you expect me to reply? Jealous because of them?
Keeping silent in the group doesn't means I'm sad or emo.
Its my personality, when I can chat along with all means I already quite close with all.. Like my classmates in secondary school, but still sometimes I will be quiet in the group.. I'm a listener not a talker.. I don't present my emotions to all, I keep it to myself.
I don't know what I'm saying right now..
I just hate it to see them like that.. I have to turn away to save myself from looking at them.. Or just look elsewhere..
I don't even have the eyes to look at them when they talk to me..
Its to save myself from all the jealousy..
Forget it.

What I wanna say is to Keith and Leo even though he don't know my blog url.
Good luck to you two tomorrow, what I wanna say is. Repent from the mistakes you'd made. Going into the prison or RTC or whatever it is gonna be.
When you're out, remember your friends and don't forget about them..
When you're finding job, don't be negative about it.. Look forth to find a job.. If not start a business of your own..
Like what the Adam Khoo workshop said to us before which I find it rather abit useless but true.. The past does not equal to the future..
Blah.. Whatever it is.. Good luck. Stay happy.
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.

Oh my bloody damn god..
My throat hurts from yesterday evening till now..
Okay not really the throat but the wall of the entrance to the throat..
Aiya ya don't know what is the name..
Whatever..
Morning woke up late.. Saw my clock show 8am I straight jump up and quickly brush my teeth.. No time bathe =.=" Brushing the time need spit out right? Spit out already never mind.. 'Cause of my throat there keep pain like hell.. Spit out got little blood.. -.-
Now its the entire area of the wall part pain..
Gah, even felt get blood traces in my mouth.. zzz..
Boooo.. I'm gonna be sick..
Oh god.. -.-

- Lollipops for the win ! -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.

This whole week I've been out on the move..
To school, to town or even go see a doctor..
Monday went to school, but after school went to find Boon and Lun they say wanna bring me to the Doc, but it was late already so we never did go..
Then tuesday I had classes.. From 9 to 5.. =/
Wednesday I skipped school to go for the doctor got forced by Lun ._. but the doctor only give me cream and pain relaxant.. It doesn't even fucking cure anything damn it..
Thursday went out with Val and Lun to town.. Walk around town Val wanted to buy clothes but she can't find what she wants.. In the end only buy presnts for her god mother.. Then we went back home at about 6pm? Oh yeah did I mention? Lun was smart looking when he wear pants and shirts, as in those blouse shirts.. Whatever.. You guys get the meaning is okay already. He wore contact lenses, I never notice it at the beginning till Val told me ._. 'cause his spectacles were frameless it doesn't really makes any difference..
Friday 9 to 5 in school again, but after school I went over to Clementi MRT station behind there the Carpark to wait for my father to fetch me then went over to fetch my mother, I was deadbeat damn it, I fell asleep listening to my songs in the car I don't even know my mother board the car until we reached Anchor Point.. We ate at the Jack's Place =D I love Jack's Place :D then went over to Queensway shopping centre to look for shoes.. But in the end I bought clothes.. Hehe.. One white tube, black vest, white shirt with picture, black shirt with picture also.. Total nearly 90+ to 100 bucks.. Then my father bought a pair of shoes for himself so that he could go to the gym when he free, my mother of course will be with me.. Haha.. She bought the mask when I buy the 2 shirts.. =/
Then after that went to buy dinner for my brother.. I anyhow walk about 'cause the foodcourt was heavily stenched with the smell.. I went to a tidbits shop and bought 3 mini lollipop for 1.20 ._.
Then after that we went back home =D I'm bushed for the day man..
Saturday went out to PS to look for Lun, Boon and Val then we go Fish & Co. to eat our lunch then later on Mynn, Val's cousin come to join us also..
After that we went to meet up with Keith and XT.. Blah, I forgot to mention, I got shoot.. For being damn white.. -.-.. Make fun of me by calling me 'xiao bai lian' BOOYAAAA.. Anyway then we go over to Vivo City we slowly walked then 5 we parted Keith and XT went to find food while we go walk around to wait for our movies to start.. We went to watch IronMan =D Damn it was uber niceee ~ Then after that we meet up with Keith and XT again with along Kenn, JY later on with Bryan, JH and Bryan's sister.. That was when my back started to give me problems again..
They wanna eat at Burger King but I never eat, my back pain made my lower body totally weak, I even lean on Lun to rest on his shoulders awhile.. ._.
Lun wore cologne.. Rauph Lauren's cologne thats what he said.. But anyway I never eat anything at BK.. -.- Then after that all went back home, left me, Lun and Val we went to her house then she changed I go eat cup noodles.. At night his cologne got stronger instead of weaker -.-"
Anyway we waited for her to change then we went over to Changi Village..
Woah, first time seeing ah guas okay.. At first I thought that these people are gays and are pure guys looking for guys.. Little did I know that they were transvestite that changed sex to look for guys.. =/
We walked past one without wearing any bra, practically is for you to gawk at the boobs please -.-... They're bloody damn tall and slim =/ Jealous sia =x
Anyway there was one who practically eyeing on Lun, but Val of course have to hold his arm to let the one know he is not available lol. Then we went over to Boat Quay they show me the pubs area.. Cool sia.. Saw a couple quarrelling.. =/ Many guys..
Then we keep walk la.. Went to the bridge there play rest slack awhile then we continue walked on.. Aiya.. Damn long story.. We kept walking to Esplanade then One Fullerton then walk and walk and walk to Lao Pasar.. Then we stone slack rest till 5.20+ we hail cabs back home le.. Lun sent me home ._. I feel bad about the price.. 'Cause I think its about 50+ when he reach home.. I reach home about near 6 I straight change my pants clipped hair wash face then fall on my bed sleep, around 9+ I woke up to bathe and go out with my mother for the mother's day celebration with my relatives.. T_T I never sleep much and I got woke up by my mother to go out then I have to take the damn bus, fuck I'm uber tired.. Then went to my grandmother's house to wait for my cousins' boyfriends the cars to bring us there with our grandmother along.. I did sleep a little while in my cousin's boyfriend car.. 'Cause the car damn silent on the road, then hardly any jerks.. Anyway I like my cousins' boyfriends they're good =D.. Glad that my cousins found such good guys, the older soon to be cousin in law he's funny sometimes did make fun of me.. But anyway hah, I hardly talk infront of my relatives only go out with friends then I'll talk more.. =/ I don't really like to talk to adults.. I don't know why.. =/ I solo walked Harbour Front Centre cause I was bored and cold inside the restaurant I just went to have a walk.. Walk to HBC then walk to Vivo Vity entrance roof area damn hot and sleepy I walked back to HBC then walk again then walked to Vivo City inside.. Then got tired then made an U - Turn then walk back towards the restaurant.. While walking back I saw Watson then I walked in saw Lollipops ! Woots so I just grabbed the one I liked more which is the graffiti type one for 2.95 bucks then walked back to the restaurant then after awhile we went back to my grandmother's house like how we go to the HBC in the first place.. Lazy type out who and who LOL =x.. But anyway I love my these 2 cousins only.. 2 elder cousins but one married and I never talk to him before.. -.- another is his brother, but he did talk to me for FEW words.. Ah yeah, I remember now I got another 2 more cousins, but FUCK I never talked to them before.. Zz.. They are my cousins.. But thats recently then I found out even though I've seen them many a times.. But I never really go care who are they, cause they never talk to me.. ZZZZ...
This post never have a sunday one cause I never sleep much -.- Its like 48 hours this day.. LOLS. Then went to Lot 1 bought another 2 tops.. Long sleeve type, of course not I pay hehs, my mother pay lols. Then father was just nice around this neighbourhood then we go by car ~ Wee =] But on the way home they fucking just nagged at me for why going back so late and why go friend's house to stay over night so long, I didn't told them that I was out in town. I just lied to them saying that I'm at friend's house to escape the futher naggings for the night.. Blahhh...
Alrighty thats all for my weeks' outing.. =/
Never really have much rest.. Later I'm gonna sleep till around 9+ then wake up bathe get ready and out of the house by 11.20 then go school reach school around 12 to meet my classmate Rauf and few more classmates I assume if there is others.. =.=
Alrighty =D

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To : Lun

Blah I know you're look at this post, muahaha..
See, ain't I good to write about you here.. Aww..
Be happy dude, =P..
Ahhh I'll try my best to forget about him okay.. But doesn't mean I can really do it..
Ehs your ankle if not getting better please see a doctor okays, and don't use the excuse of you going to the doctor you can simply pull me along also... I'll kill you -.-
Rarrr ~

Tell you what Lun..
I LOVE YOU =D
As friend of course lalala ~

Loves Lunnie aka mon2
The Tiko Master of TikoFC.

Hohos ~ LOL

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I've been trying to hide the sadness within me, but its getting more and more difficult if you're always there..
I wanna be back into the past where you're my best and good friend that I love to chat with..
These times are killing me only..

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Heres a lyrics of the song named Breathless by Shayne Ward, this song is super sweet. I love it.

SHAYNE WARD LYRICS

"Breathless"

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

[Chorus]

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

[Chorus]

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.

I'm class playing Viwawa with my classmates..
Wow lol. So fun, we playing wahjong early in the morning LOL..
I'm so bored.. I forget to bring my another book.. If now I will be doing my EG1 tutorials now ._.
Yeah, I'm good kid okay..
Also a Emo - Kidd =D
And now sitting beside is my bloody classmate..
Keep acting so gay the voice.. Making me wanna rofl..
OMG la.. Later 2 hours of break I wonder what are we gonna do to spend our time.. =/
Boringgg ~~~~~~~~
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


L o l.



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I'm lurking behind your shadows..
Always in the dark that you'll never know that I'm there..
I wanna always be by your side..
Never to be forgotten.


- Trying to forget about but yet these memories are flowing back to me once again. -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.

1st May 2008

Hmm... What should I say..
My father say there is nothing wrong but just pain..
So there isn't any cracks.. Or whatever shit..
I did remember the damn doctor say it ._.
Anyway whatever..
My back sometimes still hurts.. From the riding of buses to LRTs or MRTs.. If its shaky that is..


Went out with Val and Lun today to orchard. ._.
Actually wanna go study with the others, but too far so was quite in a dilema..
But in the end never go, its seriously damn far.. DownTown.. Hello ~
Where do I stay ? I stay at Bukit Panjang Ring Road ~ Its not west nor North..
Its in the North - West to be exact.. Its even further for a West to go there or a North one.. North - West... FFS... Zz...
Anyway we went to Orchard MRT to meet up.. Woah, Lun was wearing a shirt with buttons those kind.. Not T - Shirts.. Shirts.. Okay, and a pair of jeans.. Wooo.. Wearing shoes of course too.. Damn, he was good looking in that outfit.. Lun should wear often of these outfits ;x
Hmmmm,Saturday going out with them also.. I wonder when can I get to buy another long sleeve shirt.. I'm addicted to black and long sleeves clothes =x
They are nice ain't they? Going out in the afternoon then meet up another few more in the evening to go for movies..
I wonder what am I gonna wear this time.. Totally out of clothes to wear.. Everyday thinking of what to wear to poly is killing my precious brain cells on these minor things... ._."

Oh well, had a fun day today I suppose.. Was suppose to study but got dragged out by them ._.
I missed school on wednesday to go see doctor.. =x Purposely missed it ;X
But it was a bad mistake ._. I miss quite alot of things ._.
Need to ask friends for help now.. Blah ~ I feel dumb to miss out when its still learning new topics =.=...
But anyway heck, I'll try my best to score well and go to University ^_^
I wanna keep on studying.. I don't wanna work ._.
I feel that work is seriously gonna be hell worst than studying.. But still I have to go through that process in years time.. Like you people will too =/


---- Jiayous everyone ----


- I miss you loads, I know I gotta let you go but I just can't seems to do. I've fallen deeper than I thought.. -
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.